Tonight I sit here , while my sweet little family is curled up, cosy in my bed.
I can't sleep and
I can't stop crying
We were told some devastating news tonight about a family member and my heart is breaking.
Life is too short and so unfair. Its all so cliche and yet so true.
I think about what the months ahead will hold for my sweet husband and I cry.
I hate to think of him in pain, and the loss of someone you love if the worst kind of pain.
Now the waiting has begun.
Every time the phone rings we will feel that dreaded pit in our stomach - the awful anticipation.
There is no stopping it- but still I will pray for a miracle.